Bi-Polar disorder (a.k.a. manic-depressive) is an unusual mental issue. While nearly all other mental disorders involve having a severely limited ability to express real emotions, bi-polar people express too much. Their emotions get away from them and they cannot hold them back. This can interfere with people’s lives because high emotions distort our ability to think and reason, often allowing our irrational fears to take hold and run the show. The travails of Mel Gibson, who had the misfortune of having his problems exposed to the entire world, are a perfect example of this.
The Mayo Clinic has the following list of symptoms:
Manic phase of bipolar disorder
Signs and symptoms of the manic or hypomanic phase of bipolar disorder can include:
- Euphoria, Extreme optimism, Inflated self-esteem, Poor judgment, Rapid speech, Racing thoughts
- Aggressive behavior, Agitation or irritation, Increased physical activity, Risky behavior, Spending sprees or unwise financial choices
- Increased drive to perform or achieve goals, Increased sex drive, Decreased need for sleep, Inability to concentrate, Careless or dangerous use of drugs or alcohol
- Frequent absences from work or school, Delusions or a break from reality (psychosis), Poor performance at work or school
Depressive phase of bipolar disorder
Signs and symptoms of the depressive phase of bipolar disorder can include:
- Sadness, Hopelessness, Suicidal thoughts or behavior, Anxiety, Guilt
- Sleep problems, Low appetite or increased appetite, Fatigue, Loss of interest in daily activities
- Problems concentrating, Irritability, Chronic pain without a known cause
- Frequent absences from work or school, Poor performance at work or school
The first thing that strikes me about this is that you probably have to be a highly sensitive person to have bi-polar disorder. This only makes sense. For a person to have wild emotional swings, they have to have wild emotions. There is apparently no scholarly research on this connection, but I am not the first to think of this. On a help site for highly sensitive people, one man writes:
Is it possible that being “highly sensitive” is an illness brought about by a chemical imbalance similar to bipolar disorder ?
I lived with bipolar disorder and have had periods of deep depression. I was born with a heightened senses as was my mother and her mother as well. they both had symptoms of bipolar disorder. It has occurred to me that my being HSP may be why I was open to bipolar disorder and related depression.
The second thing is that bipolar disorder is strongly linked to creativity in the manic phase.
Memory and creativity are related to mania. Clinical studies have shown that those in a manic state will rhyme, find synonyms and use alliteration more than controls. This mental fluidity could contribute to an increase in creativity. Moreover mania creates increases in productivity and energy. Those in a manic state are more emotionally sensitive and show less inhibition about attitudes, which could create greater expression ((3)). Studies performed at Harvard looked into the amount of original thinking in solving creative tasks. Bipolar individuals, whose disorder was not severe, tended to show greater degrees of creativity ((5)).
So here we have people who are highly sensitive and creative, which are strong attributes of psychic people. Is is really so very much of a stretch to imagine that psychic ability is somewhere nearby? No. And surprisingly, for a change, I am not the first person to think of this. A website I ran into basically states the same thing:
The most common psychiatric diagnosis among experients of psychical phenomena is Bipolar Disorder. Also known as manic depression, manic-depressive disorder and bipolar affective disorder, this diagnosis describes a category of mood disorders.
And treating people with this disorder as though they were psychic would probably do a lot for their mental health. Let me explain:
Once you know you are psychic, a number of things can be dealt with:
If you are not dealing with these things they will catch up with you. And it just might be that the people who are most vulnerable are highly sensitive, creative types that have not learned the first thing about dealing with the psychic onslaught of the world and are trying to pretend that they’re normal when they aren’t. This can push people to the brink.
I can speak from personal experience here. The more comfortable I’ve become with being psychic, the calmer I’ve been and my emotions have been much more steady. I’m not as prone to depression or simply malaise. It’s easier to shake out of it. Not because of anything I’m doing psychically, I’m just more comfortable in my own skin.
It seems to me that having emotions go through such intense cycles is a symptom of suppression. That is to say, the individual is trying hard to repress something about themselves and failing at it. That something may be their psychic awareness. Those of us who have been through this know how difficult it is to hold back spirit. (for lack of a better word.) I can easily imagine the psychological demolition derby resulting from someone trying too hard to adopt the “rational” mindset when it doesn’t suit them. (It’s in quotations because people are often far less rational than they think they are.)
I don’t have any answers here, it’s just something to think about. If bi-polar people were taught to embrace their psychic side and understand it, would that help them? I think it’s a good question.
I believe I’ve already mentioned this, but yes–you are, in fact, a genius. :p
I didn’t have that much data on bipolar, but I believe Wikipedia lists ‘psychic phenomenon’ as a symptom of bipolar; it’s possible that there are some people who are self-aware as psychic and repressing because society demands they do. Just another little tidbit for ya. :p
Who is a genius? Who are you referring to? You are the 1st reply? This makes it difficult to know who you could be referring to. Can somebody, anybody, figure out this young lady’s 1st reply to this blog and reply to this blog about it for me. And what is “:p” mean?
Thank you,
Lisa
Hi Lisa,
The first person commenting was calling me a genius. It was a compliment. The :p is an icon of a person with their tongue out the side of their mouth. It’s a way of saying “That stinks.” She’s referring to psychics being repressed by society.
THX
i feel better that i’m not alone
WOW!.
Only fate lead me here another one of my amazing coincedences. My name is Tiffany and Ive been dealing with this problem. I felt.like this was meant for me.
Thank you!
aI’ve been reading minds too since I was in college. Since I was attracted to older men, I would always sit up front and when I thought that a professor was also attracted to me out of a huge group because I was giving off a signal in my mind that I was attracted to him, I would FREAK out! I figured everybody in the auditorium knew about it and I ran out of my economic I class. I missed the next few classes then I started to sit in the back. After that I ran into that professor a few times and it was though he felt “ashamed” to look at me. I thought I did something wrong and it only led to me feeling more anxious, slutty, dirty, you name it, something wrong with me.
Now, during my first month of school at University of Maryland, College Park, I wanted to try drugs b/c I had never done them before. I hadn’t the faintest idea where to find any and neither did any of the new freshman on my dormatory floor. Well, one day (this was before I had an almost fatal accident (only 1.5 months into my 1st semester) which I also had a premonition of before it happened, and my mother said that she felt the same thing that night) I was walking to my Astronomy class and I was staring down at the sidewalk the whole way towards class thinking to myself, “wouldn’t be funny if I found a little bundle of pot buds in the middle of the sidewalk. Well, low and behold, and to my “effing” surprise, but not exactly where I wanted it to be found, almost right infront of this grand astronomy building there was this substance on the ground exactly like I had picture in my mind. I said to myself, no fucking way. And with all these people walking and passing by, nobody noticed it. The area I found it in was a high traffic area ( I was really hoping to find it on my long way on a long “lonely” stretch of sidewalk on the mainroad heading to the building). I bent down and started to scrap it up with a match book end. As I was doing this it appeared to me that if anybody was paying attention to what I was doing they would though I dropped it and was retrieving it, and the fear of being arrested b/c professors and other adults were walking right above me was intense. But, nobody seemed to notice. I thought about it throughout my entire astronomy 101 class, but really kept occilating doubt back and forth in my mind, but continued to be excited in spite of. Well, anyway, I can’t remember if I told anyone about this because it was so early on in the semester but I think i did. I think I shared it with someone. Not sure. But, guess what? It was real! What do you think of that? Chalk that up to coincidence or not? Sometimes I just believe it was by random chance, but other times I believe it was that quantum theory thing going on in my head. You create what you believe. Trust me, I was in a TRANCE as I was walking with my head down! So, who knows! Yes, I am BIPOLAR I, and was diagnosed in the mid 1970′s with ADHD, which was unheard of in those days. You had to be pretty bad to get that diagnosis back then. I always got above average or average passing grades so no learning disability was ever detected in me. It cost me my life’s career too because I could never do well on the aptitute tests to get into Veternarian School, or Medical School. My life is very different because of this. I do have a doctorate in law, and this was when I discovered that ADHD was a learning disability, NOT a behavioral problem, which was what it was considered in the 70′s. Had I known this I would of gotten help. These professional school exams are designed to keeep minorities and learning disabled and mentally ill people out of these professions as best as possible. Good luck people. It sucks sometimes being me. But, I do have a wonderful 2nd husband. Thank god for that, even though we are DIRT poor! lol.
You were in that Yoda mode of “seeking without seeking.” It’s a psi type skill. I’ve had similar stuff happen more times than I can count.
In other words, in this little psychic corner of the world, you’re normal.
Ask yourself: What if thousands of dollars came your way legitimately? As long as you’re going to use psi . . .
I am bipolar, diagnosed at rehab. The reason I was addicted to drugs and alcohol was because I had racing thoughts, was highly sensitive to my surrondings, could perceive things like emotions and feelings others could not. It was all too much for me so I started smoking pot and drinking heavily in order to suppress this. I don’t sleep more than four hours a night and now I am on medication which I feel has made me worthless. Help!
Here’s what I do, but I have to tell you, this will produce instant results. But the results you get will be permanent.
You need to get into a quiet space. Get a piece of paper and pick one thing that causes you stress and write it down in big letters. Put it in front of you. Now, meditate on the stressful thing. It’s important to feel the stress and while you’re in the middle of it, breathe deeply and will yourself to relax in the middle of the stress.
Over time, you will experience less and less stress in this situation and similar ones. You can choose different stresses, it doesn’t matter what they are so long as you can get yourself to react to them in your imagination and they are not so overwhelming that you get paralyzed.
I hope this helps.
staying positive is the key and loving all
Thank you for posting this. I have suffered depression and terrible mood swings whenever I disregard my magickal and psychic abilities. I am also clairsentient and empathetic, so I am greatly influenced by other people’s emotions. I have symptoms that resemble moderate to severe bipolar disorder and I have gone through periods of self-destruction and other suicidal behavior. It was not until now that I saw a pattern: when I participated in spiritual or magickal activity, I did not feel extremely high or low. I simply felt at ease, like I was doing what I was meant to do.
I appreciate that someone like you understands what I have gone through l. Thank you and blessed be.
I’m glad I can help.
Sincerely,
Craig